Noticed that when I wrote the title ‘launch and release’ that it applied to more than the finish of the album, but also life – Launching into destiny and purpose and release from the past, issues, confusion, fear and everything that has hindered up to this point.
As I’m writing this I’m listening to a teaching on faith. I’m realizing and learning that I need faith to get up, write songs, sing, play, record, love, pray. I need faith for everything. Most of my fears are about not being enough or not having enough, making mistakes. What if the ‘what ifs’ were turned around to a positive?

What if I have a good day?

What if I complete the album and all goes well?

What if God does love me unconditionally, completely and utterly for who I am and who I will be?

What if I gave up trying and allowed God to do the changes and work He wants to do in me?

What if I enjoy my year and live in peace for the rest of my days?

What if the launch party is a success?

What if I fulfill my potential?

God help me to release my faith today to believe and trust You to do it through and in spite of me. Amen

Fear, shame, doubt, worry – what do they all have in common? They are all negative responses to problems in life. Fear is about danger. Doubt is a fear you have or may have done something wrong. Worry is continually fearing the worst outcome. Shame is the feeling that you are wrong and worthy of punishment.

Today I was at a funeral and found myself worrying about things that were not my responsibility; what people might be thinking of me, and going over things from the night before. The thing that centered me was God’s Word and God’s love. I reminded myself that ‘all is well’ and that ‘God loves me’. The more I study the love God has for me, the less afraid I become.

“There is no fear in love [dread does not exist], but full-grown (complete, perfect) love turns fear out of doors and expels every trace of terror! For fear brings with it the thought of punishment, and [so] he who is afraid has not reached the full maturity of love [is not yet grown into love’s complete perfection].”1 John 4:18 AMP version

My desire is to be fully mature & secure in the love of God.His love heals my soul and calms my fears. How awesome is it anyway? That the God who made the sky wants to be with me and you, despite our shortcomings & failures & sin.

Tx